Enemy Turn Friend Then Enemy

Growing up, you were the first thing I hated.
I never hated you with reasons, I only hated you because of the things about you that was stated.
i grew up and met someone.
someone who convinced me that all what was stated about you were false.
he advised me to see for myself and not rush into conclusion but take a pause, and at least have a reason to hate you.
I decided to try
I decided to be friends with you.
but all you could do, was make me cry.
making all the things said about you, true.
I still managed my friendship with you thinking everything will be fine.
but I was wrong, things never got better but worst.
right now, I hate you even more.
found the person who convinced me as a betrayal.
because he misled me.
From enemies to friends and later enemies.
now I hate you with reasons, because you have cause me nothing but pains.
I wonder if we can ever be friends again after what you've done to me.