Changing Like The 4 Seasons

Honestly
I fear the girl I have become
She does not care anymore
She is not afraid
She is not fragile
And vulnerable like she used to be

I feel it coming
A big wave
I am changing
For the better on my behalf
But for some it will be
A day of countless thunderstorms and lightning

I saw this coming
I tried to give warnings
Tried to bow down
But the universe gave me the green light
It was time
For me to change

I am on another level
And I fear not being scared anymore

I am gone forever .