My name is Sandy Cyrus Crewe and I'm facing my 12 years of depression through my life, enjoy poetry via writing out my thoughts and feelings into a persona which I adopted to. To try and life this life the best as I can to regain my happiness and the joy that was silenced by my hatred and pain....
- Thinking My Own Suicide
Eerie screeching in the woods,
The knotted twisted golden noose,
Vivid death, gloomy toons, gash, jagged wounds,
Art in the middle of the doleful fall,
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- The Lucid Dreams
Popping caps, smoking dope,
Buy the coke, lost all my hope,
Crunchy leafy chips with the green,
The cup brimful with the lean,
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- Woeful Night
Loner Vinge, it's matyr charm,
Beat up myself every time,
Hate myself on the high,
Lose my soul for the price,
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- I'm Sorry
I want a big blunt up to my head,
Want the nice front on the point end,
Want the cup between my crusty lips,
Want the concealed strap on my hip,
...
- Dear Heart
Dear heart, how are you feeling?
Shattered glass, l've learnt my reason,
I'm so sorry that I didn't listen,
The hurt, the pain needs the healing,
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